where have i been?

Hello,it is me. After a long time without posting. This is just a quick update to let you a dear follower know that I am alive and have not forgot you. Unexpected bad news hit me out of nowhere so i really needed to take a break from writing and to focus on my own mental heath instead. I cant go into details of what happened because this is very sensitive topic and involves my friend and her friend, it would not be right to open up about someones personal trauma on the internet. I might write about the theme on a more general level at a later date,but right now the time is wrong for doing that. We are not in a mental space to process this publicly, might never be only time will tell.

Thank you for following and for being patient with me. My plan is to return to a more regular posting when everything gets sorted and life feels a little less chaotic.